I have been mute in public for a long time. I am still capable of speech, of course. I just do not like talking. I can talk to my friends online in a voice call at my house, and talk to strangers on the internet perfectly fine, but if you were to see me in real life in a public setting, I would not utter a word.

A lot of important traits that I've had which I originally thought were simply because of my autism or minor traits from my past lives seemed to line up oddly with a fucking total drama island character. Huh.

I can't say much about myself. Indulging in my source is how I usually get memories, and on a series where they have to balance a bunch of characters screentime along with me only being in the show for 3 episodes, there isn't much to say. I technically got deadnamed by Chris??? And I hated both Chris and Scott (but that one ableist joke at the end made about scott was fucking disgusting quite frank) but theres not too much else to say.

It's like an alternate universe, the same character shoved into a more or less crueler universe and a different body all so suddenly. The time I began to go mute (which was LONG ago) is also the time where many of my experiences I relate to being B begin to form.

I don't know my exact origin, I lack noemata and memories, and there's no clear psychological or spiritual cause. It would be very nice to know how exactly this all came together.